I'M NOT SCARED OF NOTHING. I'LL GO POUND FOR POUND.

Today I

woke up at 1:45pm, then hurried to a cafeteria to get lunch before it closed at 2:00. I ate half of my black bean wrap & like two bites of my mixed field greens that were really gross because they obvs put the dressing on them at like 10:00am. I was TOTALLY going to go to the gym next, but then Scarlett called me and asked if I wanted to go to Border's with her & that there was a bus leaving in ten minutes. I all like "Fuck Yeah!" then half-ran to make the bus in time. We got iced coffees and read books that we did not intend to buy for like two hours. I Spy books are not fun when you are twenty, by the way. I did get "Wreck This Journal" though. I think it's pretty "typical" of me. Oh well. I got some white snake skin shoes at Charlotte Russe, too. Then at 6:14pm, we realized we had to leave immediately to even have a chance of making it back to the cafeteria before it closed at 7:00pm. So we had to take this bus that dropped us over a mile a away from our school, because the one that takes us directed to it takes too long. After a lot of speed walking/ running, WE MADE IT. I got soup & a sandwich. Sassy.



Yesterday I

slept through my first class because I had been up really late fighting with Brandon on the phone. (Not sure why I'm admitting that here.) Then I missed my second class due to a FIRE in my dormitory. Apparently some girl on the sixth floor put Styrofoam in the microwave and walked away, having no idea it would explode into flames. Then I did my assigned reading for the Lit class I had just missed. Around 4 or 5pm Brandon came over. I think we just CHILLED & did homework together. We ate dinner in the cafeteria, but two people eating one meal is never super filling. Then we got my mail together & my EX-BOYFRIEND sent me a 30GB iPod with a letter through the mail. Maybe he mentioned something along the lines of thinking about me everyday in the letter, but he also said I shouldn't call him, because it makes him depressed for an entire week afterwards any time we speak. I guess I'll send him a thank you email. After more homework and a walk, Brandon & I decided he would just spend the night and take the bus home in the morning before school. We walked to the grocery store that's a little less than a mile away from my dorm. It's a place comparable to like a Minyard's in Texas, but their vegetarian section was Whole Foodsesque. We got a giant Macintosh apple, yummy vegetarian treats, pre-made twice baked potatoes & a giant bottle of sparkling blood orange juice. We heated them in non-Styrofoam containers, to prevent a second fire that day,then feasted while watching Ugly Betty on Brandon's laptop. Ugly Betty is our show, alright?



Monday I

did my homework most of the day, with food breaks. Had my Western History class from 4:00 to 7:50pm. What a Ball Breaker. If a college hour is 50 minutes, shouldn't this 4 hours class be from 4:00 to 7:20pm. Makes No Sense. Afterwards my suite mates & spend several hours making posters to decorate our suite. Yeah, I'm engaging in lots of lame "college girl" stuff with them.



Last weekend I

woke up really to catch a bus to NEW YORK CITY. I made my sister take a lot of pictures & videos which I hope to get soon. Brandon spent the night Thursday night, so he waited with me in the cold until my greyhound came to take me away. The bus ride was a little over five hours long, but pretty cool. This girl from JWU & I sprawled out over the three seats in a row in the back. Lots of sleeping & reading. When I got there my sister met me in Manhattan, then we went to the MoMA. Later Travis & Brianna met us there & we went back to my sister's loft in Brooklyn for a few beers. We tried to go to the Mount Eerie show, but poor planning led to us getting there too late & it being sold out. So we just went my to my sister's place for more beer & then we went to this party in this way rad loft like five blocks away. Next we all got obscenely drunk, my first time in over a month. The party got really crazy & there was a punk band playing with a huge mosh pit in front of it. I couldn't be inside it because there was too much beer flying everywhere & I didn't want to get soaked. Someone got a little crazy & got one of those huge canisters of dry instant oatmeal & started throwing it around like confetti. The canister was full so that lasting for a really long time. Then someone just got really out of control & started spraying a fire fire extinguisher over the entire crowd (Thank God I was on the second floor looking over everybody.) Obvs no one could breathe after this and we all had to move up to the floor. There was some pretty sweet chilling there for about an hour, until some COPS had to show up. Somehow we could just not stop partying. We met up with some guys on the street & chilled with them for like an hour. Then my sister kept calling me worried so I had to go home.



Saturday and Sunday I


Walked. Walked. Walked. Pizza. Falafel. Corn patties. China town. Statue of Liberty from afar. Union Square. Three glasses of red wine. Apples to Apples with (lame)strangers. Subway. American Folk Art Museum. Henry Darger. Henry Darger. Henry Darger.